Thursday, June 18, 2009

I know.. It's been a while..

Hey everyone.  Sorry that its been so long since I've written anything.  To be honest I think I'm putting off a post that I don't want to write.  But I want to put it out there that we have a lot of hard decisions to make right now, and we're in the process of figuring it all out.  Soon I will let everyone know what we decide on.  The path ahead is rough.  It seems I have to chose to walk on glass or walk on hot coals.  Neither seem very fun.  I will choose what I feel is right for myself, and for my family.  So.. decisions, and posts to come soon.  In the meantime live your life like there's no tomorrow.  I know its cliche, but do it.  Remind yourself of what you love- and who you love.  Tell them.  Then tell them again.  Figure out your favorite things.. sounds, smells, sights.. and surround yourself with them.  For me- favorite sound has got to be Kathleen's glove at first when I threw a real hard one, and she caught it just right to give the loud POP.. of course followed by the umpires booming "Out!"  Smell.... that's a tough one.. I think it might have to be when my mom is cooking a bunch of peppers with tons of garlic on the stove and the whole house is filled with the aroma.  Anyways, live, love, and laugh.  For me!

Lots of Love,
  Sammy

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

I love you sam. It was really good to have you stay with us for a few days. Whatever decisions you have to make, I know you will face them with great strength and lots of support. You are always in my heart, thoughts and prayers.

Mrs.C

Anonymous said...

Hi Sam,

Haven't seen or talked to you in forever! It's amazing how our entire graduating class has managed to spread out to all corners of the world in just 3 years... I thought I would let you know that you are in my prayers and thoughts daily and have been basically since the beginning of your battle. I am a frequent visitor on your blog page and am sincerely hoping for the best. I also wanted to let you know that your attitude and outlook on everything is truly an inspiration to me. Keep fighting.

Best,
Katie Proux

Maryjonono said...

Such wise advice, Sam. We all need to be reminded to make the most of each day and embrace and enjoy the ones we love and live each day as if it's our last day. Because no one ever knows what's in the future. Thanks for sharing your struggle with us, we learn so much about life from what you and your family have endured. We are praying for your healing and peace in your hearts as you weigh your options. Sending you big hugs and good vibrations!

Anonymous said...

Dear Sammy,

I am also a frequent visitor to your blog site although we have never met (I'm a friend of your Aunt Mary's)...
I wish you such strength at this time. Your optimism and sense of humor is something that my family and I talk about often. You have made such a tremendous impact on so many people through your blog --I thank you for opening (and sometimes re-opening) my eyes to so much.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you every step of your journey.

The Adlington Family

Nancy said...

Sam
We love you and your family very much. Our families have been blended for many many years. You are such a brave girl. We ever path you choose to take know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers!! You have incrediable strength and spirit to fight this and win. You are 100% correct on living each day and the simple pleasures are what means the most, like the smells of Sunday dinner.

We are here for you! Wish your dad "Happy Father's Day" from us...

Love
Nancy and the girls

Lindsey said...

Hey Lady.

Glad you posted, I've missed your voice, or my interpretation of your voice via the web. You're in my thoughts and prayers of course.

Perhaps, you should post alex's version of walking on glass for a little inspiration.

Much Love My Friend.

Linds

Anonymous said...

Dear Sammy,
Although we have never met, I do feel like I know you (I know that sounds creepy) I am a friend of the Frank Family and have been following your blog for awhile. You are a very strong, and courageous young woman. You are a GREAT writer! You have brought so many smiles (some tears)to my life, I am encouraged by your spirit. I share your journey with so many friends and family.
I wish you the smell of many peppers cooking, catching lots of softballs, I wish you peace! God bless you and your family. Dance like no one's watchin! Colleen

Aunt Amy said...

Sammy-

thanks for the post...yes, we all must take the time to stop and smell the flowers....so glad to hear from you.

Your Dad gave me a call today...what a delight!!!! We shot the shit for a long time....you have some really AWESOME parents.....

Glad to hear that you are out and about with your friends and having fun.....

Your Uncle Mikey and I send many hugs and kisses your way...sure miss all of you...

Anonymous said...

Sammy,
You have made me look at life in a whole new way you really do have to take one day at a time and live it as though it might be your last. you are the stronges person I know! I love you
Aubrey

Nancy said...

Hi

Happy 4th !!
Have a great, safe weekend !!!!

Love you

Nancy & the girls

Unknown said...

The 4th of July parade wasn't the same without you Sam.

You are in our prayers and thoughts all the time. Thanks for all your inspiration and strength! Keep that mitt popping.

The Curtis's